Monday, April 1, 2019

Ifiritah

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“Does each move really have a meaning?”
“Yes, my dear.”
“What’s the significance of that hip movement?"
Her dark eyes laughed even as she shook her head in disapproval.
“Silly daughter, you will understand soon.  But now you do not need to know, you just need to learn. Now, again.  Step, hip, step, hip, step, around.  Yes, good.  Don’t forget your hands.”
I followed her in a poor imitation. My mother was teaching me the Tanoura. She gracefully moved from step to step in a circle around me, hips shimmying and feet stomping out a beat. Her dress swirled around her like a sandstorm. I had come into my womanhood and tonight we would go into the desert and celebrate with all the women of my family.  I would dance for the first time and become part of our tribe’s sisterhood. Step, hip, step, hip, step, around.  Don’t forget my hands. Step, heel, step, around, hip, hip, hip.  Again, and again until my legs shook with exhaustion, and sweat dripped off my sun-darkened brows.
“Rest now daughter,” says mother, “when you awake, we dance with your ancestors.”
  
The white silk dress had been laid out for me. Outside torches lit our small transient village and the stars shone above the dark sands.  Grandmother waited for me at the edge of the village.  Her white hair covered by a black scarf.  She bent one a finger to encourage me to hurry, while another was pressed to her lips.  We were not to speak to each other until we were at the gathering.
The path through the rolling desert hills was illuminated by the full moon, shining a bright silver through any cloud that dared cross her face.  In what seemed like hours and seconds the warm light of a fire found my eyes.  In its glow, I could see the loving faces of my mother and all of my aunties, my sisters, and nearly every woman in my village.  They stood in a circle waiting for me to join them.  
Our elders all wore black, my grandmother joined them and picked up a drum. Boom boom. Boom boom.  Boom boom. 
The married woman wore red.  They stood in the center of the circle and invited me and the other maidens to join them.  Boom boom.  Boom boom.  My heart joined the drums, then my hands, my feet, my hips.  Boom boom. We all swirled to the beat.  Hearts joined, hands reached to the heavens, feet stamping the sand.
One by one we fell away as our bodies could take no more of our revelry.  We sat by the elders and picked up our own drums. Boom boom.  My heart and hand were one.  Soon only a single dancer remained.
For a moment I thought she was an older sister or a younger aunt.  The red of her skirts glowed in the moonlight and her dark hair floated around her like smoke.  One-by-one, the drums stopped beating until only her dancing was left.  Yet, we all still heard the beat. 
She turned and turned, feet hitting the sand, but leaving no marks.  It wasn’t until she opened her eyes that I understood.
Flames flickered where her eyes should be.  Her black hair was smoke, and her red dress was fire.  An Ifritah, a desert spirit of wind and flame had chosen to visit my womanhood ceremony.  She, fire incarnate danced to honor me.  I was transfixed by her.  As she danced, step, hip, step, hip, step, around I began to understand she danced my future.  The smoke of her hair became pictures that pulsed to the rhythm of desert life.
I fell asleep watching as she danced the story of my life: blood, love, pain, birth, death, tears and laughter.  All together and never alone.  Boom boom.  Boom boom.  Boom boom.  The desert winds ruffled my silk skirt as my eyes grew heavy.  Still, she danced on.
I woke as the sun moved over the mountains.  The fire had burned out.  All of the other women had returned home.  My mother waited for me crossed legged.  She smiled and rose when she saw my eyes.  Red skirts fluttered behind her as she took my hand and helped me to rise.  In my exhaustion, I tripped.
“Tell me, daughter, what does that hip movement mean?”




8 comments:

  1. Wow! How do I sign up for the ongoing saga? This could surely turn into an amazing novel.

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    1. Thank you! This is a one off, but I can see the potential.

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  2. Nice job sewing the dialogue prompt into the story, but I would have liked more description of the dance than just the one-word directives. It would help me to see the action instead of having to stop reading and think it up myself. You brought in the sense of community through the presence of the women; kudos for doing it without dialogue. I liked that you brought in the prompt at the end, but for me the story would have felt more complete if the question were answered.

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    1. Thanks so much for your reply. It is funny that you mention answering the question at the end. The first draft did have the answer, but both of my betas told me to take it out. Cie la Vie.

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  3. I enjoyed this. The description of the dance very nice. Repetition of the drum beats and feet reinforce the rhythm of the story. Nice job!

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  4. You did such a lovely job of conveying the community, the connections between the women. I enjoyed the descriptions of the dancing--a background in dance made it easy to visualise, and you set a nice rhythm with the onomatopoeia. The prompt was smoothly incorporated and felt authentic in the context. I would have liked to see the young woman answer the question at the end, for a sense of completeness.

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  5. I loved the fire spirit, with the flame eyes. I was not expecting that and it was a neat twist. I too wanted the question to be answered at the end. With the question at the beginning, it seems the mom is kind of doing a "wink-wink-nudge-nudge, you'll understand the hip movement when you're older," which made sense. But then I was confused why the question came back at the end.

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  6. Wow!
    The imagery was amazing!
    The ending though, knowing the answer might have helped me as a reader feel the completeness of the story.

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